As u know, I have three of the most amazing children in the world. Amazing...yes! Tiresome.....yes!!! What was I thinking when I had three children? Well....first of all, it took us almost 7 years to have my oldest, Taryn Mckenzie. 5 rounds of fertility drugs (failed), 2 miscarriages and a partridge in a pear tree. lol. I lost 40 pds and went to an adoption agency and poof!! She was born 9 mos later, healthy and happy!!! So were me and my husband until................ she was 7 mos old.....I took a test (just in good measure) and sure enough....it was pink!! Omg!! I was sooo overwhelmed!! The first thing I thought, was diapers!! Oddly enough, its true. I was thinking, I will have two in diapers.......uuugggghhhh!!!! I didnt want that. Well, I got it!!!!!!!!! (nevertheless) Then everything was going along.....oh, by the way, my second daughter Haiden Marie was a contraceptive baby (sponge). So we really really tried to prevent anymore............. Then why do I have a 17 mo old son in my living room. u ask?? Yea, thats what I would like to know.. lol. He was a double contraceptive baby (sponge and condom). I guess he was REALLY meant to be here..............he better be president dammit, thats all I got to say!! lol. Then when I was 8 mos preg with him...I got pancreatitis. It was almost fatal to him and me. I couldnt eat for 7 days and could only drink gingerale after the first 2 days!! I cant believe he wasnt affected. Only one time did his heart rate go up a "little"!! Like I said....meant to be here!!!
The reason I am writing all of this is because I have to remind myself that I am sooo blessed no matter what kind of day I am having, no matter how much they fight, or no matter how much pain I am in (like today). They are my "MIRACLES"............I wasnt even supposed to have one...let alone three!!! So I will return to this post when I need some reassuring....lol.
Like right now.....they are fighting over what colored bowl to have cereal in!! JUST EAT THE CEREAL ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!! Okay.....im better, I read the post again. lol
until we meet again.........................
You have me scared...I had to go off birth control about 2 years ago and we've been relying on condoms since. I really want the man to go get a vasectomy. He doesn't share my "it could happen" concern, however a third is even less an option in his mind than mine.
ReplyDeleteP.S. I always say that I'm going to throw my complications in the boys' faces every chance I get..."I didn't spend 16 weeks confined to a bed so you could get a C in algebra!"
Jon said that he wants to go get a vasectomy "jus in case"!! lol. But yea, condoms did not work for us...but if you have been using them for years now...chances are u are safe!! (as safe can be,right?.lol) Would u want a third baby??? I say "NO STOP AT TWO"!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA. No, just playing, I wouldnt change anything for the world, but it just wouldve been easier with less!!!
ReplyDeleteIm gonna use that one too!! "I didnt have three c sections with infections afterwards for you to fail geometry!!! lol
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