Okay........not to sound negative or anything but its days like today that make me feel like I am not doing the right thing by working. ;( I am in soo much pain, but I know in my heart its gonna get better......or do I?? I dont know whats gonna happen, except for the fact if I quit, that will break my spirit!!! I have to keep pushing myself until I just cant anymore!!!!!!!! My husband said that he wont let me quit!!! I looked at him like, "excuse me"??? But what he meant was, he knows that I am just havin a hard day and its not worth quitting over!!! I understand what he meant!!! I just need to keep telling myself that its okay "IF" i cant make it much longer........I am not a failure if that were to happen!!! I just need to suck it up and deal with it!!!!!!!!! lol. No, honestly, I am just having a "woe is me" day and everyone is entitled to one of those days!!! Tomorrow is a new day and I am ready for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
until we meet again.............................
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