Today is a new day!!!

Well...today is my last day as a full time stay at home mom!!! I am really excited about starting my job tomorrow!!! I truly believe that it is what I need to be mentally stable right now!! (or as mentally stable as Im gonna be, lol) I just have a problem with leave everything behind and not worrying about it. Im sure every mother does that when she returns back to work!!! Are the kids being fed on time? Are they gonna behave? Is the house gonna be a mess when I get home, cuz i sure dont want to come home and clean after working all day long, lol   But dont get me wrong, Im expecting it a little bit, only because my hubby will be home with them for the first 3 wks. Who knows what is going to go on during the day with those three!!! lol. But I am so lucky to have a husband that I trust with my kids and I know that they will be loved and taken care of all day!!! No matter what!!!!!!! Cleaning??? thats a differnt story....it will take some time for him to adjust to doing it all....but I cant lie, IM EXCITED!!!!!!!!! is that bad of me?? ;)  Sorry to sound so gleeful, but I am ready to go to work instead of staying home and doing household chores.....sometimes I feel like Annie....its a hard knock life for us!!!! lol. But in all seriousness, the house will probably be spotless, dinner will be done, just so he can say.....SEE? Told u I could do it???? I will miss them terribly though.....enough not to go? umm..............................not a chance!!!!!! lol. until we meet again, and It will be my first day on the job!!