I am officially done with my first week back at work and I am feeling it today!!!!!!!!! I knew I would but it still sucks!!!!!!!!!!! This is the moment where I question if I did the right thing by even attempting to go back to work??? I know I love it, but I am worried that on my days off, this is how I am going to feel...........in pain!!! Or it could just be my body adjusting to me working again............GOD I HOPE SOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! I am sure it is, but I am feeling sorta discouraged about it. Like I said, I know I can do it, but we will see how long I can do it. But that doesnt matter anyway, I have to suck it up for my babies!!!!!!!!! I know they will want to do something fun today,.so I have to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont get to see Taryn all week cuz she is in school, so she looks forward to spending the weekends with us, and I have to make that special for her!!! Haiden is the same way.... I only see her two days a week now.....so she is really looking forward to this!!!! But I am a mommy and that is what mommies do.....anything for her babies!!!!! So, they will never know the pain I am in today.........................if it kills me doing it!!!!!!!!!! lol
until we meet again.
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