I am trying very hard to understand and empathize what my daughters are going thru right now, but I dont think I can. First, they lose their brother, then the second favorite person in the whole world is in the hospital. I cant imagine what their tiny brains are thinking. I mean, I am going thru it too, but I can kinda understand what the hell is going on, and why ( sort of) but they cant, they just know that it happened. ya know? I feel like all I do is get overwhelmed and irritated with Haiden, my three year old. It has gotten so bad that noone can even leave the room without her freaking out like they are not going to come back. Like I said, I am trying soo hard to understand, and I do, but I am still frustrated. I am human too.
I am trying to get them both counseling as well as us, but we dont have ins. They do, and we have a social worker working with us at the moment trying to get us some help. I do hope and pray that this will shed some light on them and it will make them understand a little better about what and why it happened in the first place. Hopefully.......
I am trying to be the best mother I can be to my girls, but I am facing it myself, so how do I "fake the funk" so to speak? I need someone, but they need me?
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